雙語暢銷書《艾倫圖靈傳》第8章:面朝大海(225)

Nor did Franz Greenbaum, despite close acquaintance with Alan's inner life and dreams, feel that anything was understood.

還有格林拜姆，他也是圖靈的密友，他非常清楚地瞭解圖靈的內心和夢境，但他也無法解開這個謎團。

The dream books were recovered and passed back to the psychoanalyst, but did not answer any questions.

他反覆地研究圖靈的夢境記錄，但卻沒有找到任何答案。

John Turing read through two of the dream books, which Franz Greenbaum lent to him before destroying them.

格林拜姆在銷燬這些夢境記錄之前，把其中的兩本借給了約翰·圖靈。

Alan's 'scarifying' comments on his mother, and his description of homosexual activity since adolescence, told John far more than he ever wished to know,

其中有圖靈對母親的一些"可怕"的評論，還有對他青少年時期的性行爲的描述，這些都超出了約翰的想象，也超出了他所能接受的程度。

and he found these revelations in themselves sufficient explanation for what had occurred, thankful only that he had managed to prevent them from reaching his mother's eyes.

約翰覺得，這些東西足以解釋一切，所幸它們沒被母親看到。

To Alan's friends, nothing could be so clear.

但對於圖靈的朋友們來說，這些東西都是很普通的事實。

There was one piece of evidence that he had prepared for death: he had made a new will on 11 February 1954.

然而，有一條證據似乎能夠表明，圖靈確實做好了死亡的準備：1954年2月11日，圖靈立了一份遺囑。

This in itself was a kind of statement as to where he stood.

這無疑意味着某種宣告。