一位戀童癖受害者的自述
My statement concerning my 13 ‘Hang on for the Ride’ posts:
My reasons for posting this information is as follows:
爲什麼我要把這些信息貼出來1. With the exception of the 2 detectives who took my statements in Sydney on 2-3 November 2015 – the NSW Police force have refused to protect me from my neighbour who moved next door form Wollongong 10 years ago. Ever since then, he has assaulted my family, poisoned my dog, constantly harassed and intimidated and threatened my family including 2 children. Further, police have targeted me for harassment during the past 10 years since I advocated for the many children abused by the Tweed Shire pedo ring.
1、自從我的鄰居10年前從伍倫貢搬來，一直以來，南威爾士警方拒絕爲我提供保護，只在2015年11月2日到3日有兩名探員拿走了我的陳述。自他搬來後，他襲擊我的家人，毒死了我的狗，反覆騷擾、威脅和恐嚇我的家人連同我兩個孩子。由於我爲那些受到侵害的孩子說話，警方已經開始以騷擾爲名針對我了。
2. I know from past experience that the 2 good officers who took my statements will be prevented from doing their job and investigating my claims. Dr Reina Michaelson attests that she witnessed a good female officer’s career destroyed by her command, because she pursued claims of ritual abuse and VIP pedo network in Victoria involving politicians, police, Channel 10 making kiddie porn, etc. I do not want these good officers attacked form within like Peter Fox was. Peter Fox’s police command rang his private doctor and insisted she declare Peter Fox medically insane.
2、從過去的經驗中我已經知道，那兩位善良的警察就算拿走了我的陳述，也沒法好好的進行調查。蕾娜·邁科爾森博士就證明了這一點：她曾追蹤權貴戀童和獻祭式性侵案件，一路查到了政客們和警方的頭上，還有10頻道製作兒童色情等等的事情。我不想讓那兩位警察像彼得·福克斯一樣遭到內部人員的攻擊----他的警長給他的私人醫生打了電話，然後就堅稱醫生已經診斷他患上了精神錯亂。3. Many victims of the same VIP pedophile network that I described to police have contacted me in the past month. Not one of the stronger capable group of these people have publicly supported me by joining me and speaking out. Consequently, the pedophile network have severely targeted me. I believe my life is at risk because the police and Royal Commission have failed to support me with witness protection.
3、過去的一個月來，許多權貴戀童網絡下的受害者聯繫了我。這些人的組織中，並沒有哪個比較有力量的能公開支持我，聲援我。所以現在我就成了這個戀童網絡的目標，再加上警方和皇家調查委員會並沒有出於“證人保護制度”對我進行保護，我的境況岌岌可危，恐怕生命也會有危險。4. I am exhausted. I have no other means of protecting my family other than sharing the information that places my family at risk as long as it remains a secret. It is out now – perhaps now my husband and children are safe.
4、我累了。除了將那些令我的家人面臨危險的信息公之於衆，我沒有別的方法可以保護他們了。現在我把這些發出來，或許我的丈夫和孩子就安全了。5. I share this information so that other victims may recognise their own abuse experiences and know that they are not crazy, not alone – that YES this did happen to them.
5、我將這個信息發出來，其他受害者如果也認出了相同的經歷，他們就會知道自己並沒有發瘋，也並不孤獨——是的，這件事發生在許多人身上。6. Most importantly – I speak out to give a voice to the 100+ children I witnessed raped, tortured and murdered throughout my nightmare childhood. I saw children bred in captivity beneath Holsworthy to be used as human guinea pigs in horrendous unethical medical experiments – all in the name of national security. THESE CHILDREN DID INDEED EXIST!!
6、最重要的還是——我一定要爲自己在噩夢般的童年時期所見到過的，被強姦、被虐待、被殺害的一百多個孩子而發聲。我見過那些在霍爾斯沃西的囚室裏被生養下來，如同豚鼠一樣用於藥物實驗的孩子——而這一切全部以國家安全的名義進行。這些都是真的！7. I would like to thank my supporters, including SNAP and others – they know who they are.
7、我也要感謝支持我的人，比如SNAP還有……我就不點名了，反正說到的人自己也都懂我。8. And now, on a deeply personal note – I acknowledge that many victims have been abused in the name of religion. God is not reflected in churchianity, Hillsong, the Roman Catholic Church, or any of the other infiltrated organisation. I know that many victims reel when I mention God, which is why I have avoided it. But many people ask me, what is the source of my strength and hope. My strength, perseverance and survival are a testimony to the existence and authority of God and His only Son Jesus Christ. That is what I believe. That is all I have to offer besides my witness testimony. That is all I had to comfort me throughout my abuse.
8、個人觀點，許多人所遭受的虐待都是在宗教的名義下進行的。上帝並不體現在教派派性中，不管那是希爾頌、羅馬天主教會還是其他什麼墮落的組織。許多受害者在我提到上帝時都會畏縮，這也就是爲什麼我避免說到這個詞。但是也有許多人會問我，你力量和希望的源泉是什麼。我想說的是，我能靠自己的力量，不屈不撓的活到現在，這就是上帝和他唯一的兒子耶穌基督的證明。這就是我所相信的。這也就是除了這些目擊者證詞之外我所能帶給大家的，也是在身受折磨之時，我用來撫慰自己的東西。
