職場英語日記 第56期:愛是盲目的

I'm about to dash off to meet Sean for our day together and can hardly wait to see him. I feel like a schoolgirl with a big crush. I know you're probably all sick of hearing about him, but you knowhow it is when you're ina new relationship. Everything is so exciting and it's hard to think of anvone other than the person you are dating.

今天要和西恩出去，我得趕快準備，已經等不及要見他了。我覺得自己像個很迷戀某個男生的女學生一樣。我知道你們大概都懶得再聽他的事了，不過談一段新戀愛都會那樣嘛!每件事都讓人覺得好興奮，除了和你約會這個人以外，很難還會想到別人。

I never thought I would feel this way again. I can't believe how sad and lonely I was only a couple of months ago. Everything changed so quickly when I made up my mind to pursue happiness instead of waiting for it to fall in my lap. I used to mope around the house all the time feeling sorry for myself when all I had to do was get up, go outside and see how beautiful life can be. I only wish I had done it sooner.

真的沒想到我還會有這種感覺。真不敢相信幾個月前會那麼哀傷、那麼孤單。從我下定決心追求幸福而不是等幸福自己掉下來那時起，一切變得好快:.那時該做的是起牀、走到外面，然後看看生活有多麼美妙，我卻反而老待在屋裏悶悶不樂、自怨自艾。要是早點改變就好了。

I am so happy and hopeful about my life now. And it's not just because I have a great new boyfriend. He's wonderful and I am totally falling in love with him, but it's more important than that. I truly love myself now and that is the big difference.

我現在過得很開心，覺得未來充滿希望，這不單是因爲我新交到一個很棒的男朋友。他當然很好，我也全心全意愛着他;但更重要的是，我現在懂得真正地愛自己，這纔是最大的不同。