情感美文:Because of His Love因愛之名

愛，一直有着廣博的涵義。誰在最黑暗的日子裏，無私地關懷你、幫助你，而他（她）竟然和你毫無血緣之親？請不必驚訝，不必疑惑，只管用心去感受，因爲這一切或許只以愛的名義……

Job was not a brilliant man. He swept floors for a living. He believed that 1)Tarzan was a real man, and that all those movies were really 2)documentaries of Tarzan’s life. He was the 3)butt of many jokes, yet he taught me about the essence of a “real man”: love and respect for women, honor, kindness and gentleness.

Job embraced life in unexpected, simple ways. He showed up for work, on time. He never 4)bragged about himself, and he loved only one woman—his wife, filled a void in my life. He was principled and 5)straightforward in my world of dishonor and lies. He loved me as his very own grandchild, even though he was a year younger than my father.
I will never forget my graduation from high school. That was a day of hopeless 6)inevitability for father, who was a heavy drinker, began his celebration very early in the day. By the time we conGREgated in the high school 7)gymnasium my father had congratulated himself through nearly a case of beer.

I tried to be invisible within a sea of faces.I wanted to run of all I wanted no one to guess whose kid I was.I was 8)betrayed by my last name, which began with the letter “A,” so I was the first graduate on the first row. Being a red-head gave me even more exposure, and the 9)baccalaureate speaker, who had never met me, decided to use me as his 10)audio-visual aid.

“This young lady, this bright young lady, with the bright red hair.” His voice rolled through the auditorium in 11)sonorous phrases, as I sank lower in my to my left, at the door of the 12)auditorium, was a seating arrangement for the “elderly.”And there sat Molly, age 61, and Job, age 47, with all of the grandparents. My heart ached when I looked at them, wishing with all my heart that I were, truly, their grandchild.

As the speaker continued with his speech, he reached a point where he had an uncontrollable urge to introduce “all the wonderful people, who have made this day possible!”
“All the siblings of the graduates, please, stand.”I slipped lower in my seat, glancing hurriedly around, hoping to remain invisible.

“Now, all the parents, please stand.”Dear Lord, I thought, I’m sure my father can’t stand, even if he wanted to.I didn’t bother to look around.

“Now the grandparents...”I closed my eyes, dreading the hopelessness of my situation.I had no grandparent to stand proudly for me. I finally opened my eyes, and there they were, Job and Molly, standing proudly with all the other grandparents. Job looked over at me, his eyes beaming like diamonds.

“I’m so proud of you,” he smiled as he mouthed the words that I will never forget. I knew that he stood there, not out of duty, but because of his love for me!

喬布並不起眼，他以打掃樓道爲生。他相信在現實生活中，人猿泰山是真實存在的，所有的那些電影都是泰山生活的真實記錄片。他是大家取笑的對象，然而他教會了我“真正的人”應有的品質：愛護與尊重女性、榮耀、善良和親切。

喬布用出人意表的簡單方式擁抱生活。他工作準時，從不吹噓自己，而且只愛一個女人——他的妻子莫莉。喬布填補了我生命中的空白。在我那滿布謊言和恥辱的世界裏，他是如此有原則和正直。他像愛自己的孫女一樣愛我，儘管他比我父親還小一歲。

我永遠也忘不了高中畢業時的情形。那天對我來說本是註定讓人絕望的。我的酒鬼父親，那天一大早就開始自己狂歡了。當我們在學校體育館集中慶祝時，他已經浸在幾乎一箱啤酒裏自己作樂了。

我盡力讓自己在人海里顯得毫不起眼。我想逃走。我想消失。我最希望的，就是沒人知道我是誰的孩子。可我的姓氏出賣了我。我姓氏的首字母是“A”，因此我是第一排的第一個畢業生。滿頭的紅髮讓我更加顯眼，而那個與我從未謀面的畢業致詞者，決定把我當作輔助他“教學的工具”。

“這位年輕的女士，這位長着一頭亮麗紅髮的漂亮女士。”他言詞誇張，聲音在禮堂裏盤旋迴響。而座位上的我，卻縮得更低了。我左邊的禮堂門口處，是給“長者”的座位區。61歲的莫莉和47歲的喬布跟其他人的祖父母們都坐在那兒。我望着他們，心如刀割。我多麼希望我真是他們的孫女。

發言者繼續着他的演講，說到點子上時，他按捺不住內心的激動，要介紹“所有成就了今天畢業禮的了不起的人們！”

“所有即將畢業的同學們，請起立。”我靠在座位上，身子藏得更低了，眼睛快速地向周圍掃視了一下，但願沒人看得見我。

“現在，所有的父母們，請起立。”我暗地裏想：天啊，我敢肯定，就算我父親想站，他也站不起來了。我甚至看都不用看了。

“現在，祖父母們……”我閉上眼睛，處境讓我不堪設想。沒有祖父母會爲我自豪地站起來。我最後睜開了眼睛，他們站起來了——喬布和莫莉，他們跟所有的祖父母們一起自豪地站起來了。喬布看着我，眼睛裏閃爍着鑽石般的光芒。

“我真爲你感到驕傲，”他做着口形說道，說的時候面帶笑容，而我將永遠也不會忘記這些話。我知道，他站起來並不是出於責任，而是源於他對我的愛！

1) Tarzan n. 泰山（美國影片《人猿泰山》的主人公）
2) documentary n. 記錄片
3) butt n. 笑柄
4) brag v. 吹牛
5) straightforward adj. 正直的，坦率的
6) inevitability n. 必然性
7) gymnasium n. 健身房，體育館
8) betray v. 出賣，背叛
9) baccalaureate n. <美>在畢業典禮上對畢業班所作的告別講話
10) audio-visual aid（多媒體）視聽教育的教具，視聽教學輔助器材
11) sonorous adj. 語調誇張的，給人印象深刻的
12) auditorium n. <美>會堂，禮堂